Kildou ☼

There are a lot of things that I could talk about. The thing is, I don't really know where to beggin, and actually, I really don't care if u read this or not, and I think I prefer not to. Maybe I should talk about my fear about life, or maybe the fact that I don't really have one? Yeah, exactly. Recently, I was just fixed on dreams, fake dreams, resolutions unresolvables, listenning that music, wich gives me even more the desire of escape... I think I just can't breath anymore. The other's lives seem always better that mine. And the worth is that I know I have one of the best. Good family, good house, good life.. I raised the worlds "good friends" cuz I don't really have ones, or if I have, they have always better in their own side. Well, this is a little depressiv, but I'm not. I better, actually. Better that this whole year, when I was just a lost girl. Maybe it's the summer, but now I feel so much better, this bad moment was meant just to one thing : give me strengh. And now I can feel it, I'm finally able to understand that what doesn't kill me, give me strengher. Well, I think I'm gonna end it here. Coeur de Pirate en fond sonore, Kiki arrête d'écrire. For now :-)

La folle est de retour, toujours aussi décalée et à côté de la plaque. Mais bon qu'est-ce que tu veux, on peut pas tout avoir. Elle s'émeut pour un rien, pleure, de joie ou autres, rit aux éclats, attend toujours que ses taches de rousseur sortent de leurs cachettes, et que ses cheveux rougissent. Puis espère toujours que l'humanité va en s'améliorant, que certains valent la peine, et que l'unicité-inimitable-non cliché existe bel et bien. Pense à changer de nom pour Soko, et envisage d'aller courir sous la pluie. Et oui, toujours aussi folle. Mais c'est ça qu'est booooon